While we’re in the motherhood…

I went to the Mother’s Day service at the Clifton Uuey (Unitarian) Church, a hundred year old congregation in Louisville. Since pastor Todd Eklof went to another Uuey congregation in Washington State, the parishioners at Clifton have done without a paid minister, kinda making it up as they go along, and they’re getting really good at it. I really enjoyed the service. Mark Steiner and musical duo kRi & Hettie did a fine job at the pulpit.

When the congregation was asked to call out words describing their mothers, others called out monotonously positive words like loving, compassionate, caring and so on. Wicked, blackhearted knave that I am, I called out fearsome, then ferocious. For I inherited my black heart and wickedness from my mother, my ferocious mom. These were gifts of surpassing grace, and I am grateful. Thanks, Mom. I lit a candle for you.

mom day candles

We lit candles to all sorts of mothers, birth mothers, allo-mothers, future mothers, mitochondrial Eve mother of us all, and so on. I lit 4 candles in all myself, but while I was driving home it hit me that I had left a mom or mom aspect out, a mom that is very important to me.

My Aztec Mom:

My Aztec Mom

Toci, Teteo Inan, Coatlicue

Above is the original teotl ixiptla, the divine image of this tonantzin, this little mother. She’s been cleaned up since Tenochtitlan fell to Cortes; now she looks like this:

Guadalupe twk

But don’t let her fool you. She is the Lady in the Serpent Skirt. The Left Hand Woman. The Mother of all Blues. The Teeth Mother. I love you, Mom.

Undone Scissor Dance: Of One Essence

mother and son

OK. For those pilgrims and seekers who are not long time congregants at the Tent Show, A Scissor Dance is the name I give to the collages I do, collages cut and pasted the old fashioned way, with scissors, glue, and a stack of old magazines.

Some of my dances take a long, long time to come together, and I occasionally snap pictures while a dance is still in rehearsal, so to speak. I do this to preserve various arrangements of the elements I intend to use, the cut out bits laid on top of the backing board without glue, so I can look up a .jpeg rather than try to recall a precise layout. My cerebral cortex is in need of defragging, so I cyborg those images to digital memory.

The  image above is a Picasa tweak of one of the unfinished, undone Scissor Dances. I’ve been working with these elements, trying to make them dance, for a year or more. That rug just won’t cut. The pieces are in jumble on my desk. I often have no idea what a Scissor Dance is about, but I have come feel that this particular dance is about my mother and me. Or not. And it  is  was Mother’s Day.* So I tarted the in-progress snapshot, and post it here as a virtual (late) Mother’s Day card.

Oh yes. I’m  thinking of calling it μοούσιος, or, Of One Essence.

*My lap top suddenly decided it wasn’t talking to the wireless e-dohicky, just as I about publish this post yesterday, mDay. Oh well. It was a good day in the motherhood, nevertheless.

Planet Earth Is Blue

There is nothing I can do.

Astronaut Chris Hadfield covers David Bowie’s Space Oddity. Recorded and filmed on the International Space Station. So cool it’ll give you shivers, and it almost breaks my heart.

Scissor Dance: My heart is missing.

 

Scissor Dance My heart is missing

I realized this morning that I hadn’t posted the last Scissor Dance I completed to the Tent Show. So here it is. I took this image with my phone and uploaded it to Facebook, and since I didn’t have that .jpg, or a better one on my lap top, I downloaded the upload, and uploaded the download. Ain’t technology wonderful?

If this blog wore socks, Facebook is the drawer into which I throw it’s unmatched socks; or maybe Facebook is the black hole, the mouth of the wormhole leading to the lost sock universe. All those beautiful socks, lost to their matches in steric chasms* of update stati.

 There is no remembrance of former things; neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after.

Ecclesiastes 1:11

*Yes, Spike, I feel entitled to steal that phrase.

 

The Passion of “Embryo Jesus”

embryo jesus crucifix 911 ark

Out and about the town some days ago Mrs. Dr. Omed and I spotted a strange passer-by–an oddly accoutred pedestrian, a middle-aged man draped in multiple placards and large crosses possibly made of sheet tin, like supersized milagros. The texts scribed on his homemade signage indicated the man was an abortion opponent, one of those perfervid street apostles who believe that insanity must advertise. Someone you might cross a busy thoroughfare against the traffic light to avoid.

With all the little posters dangling, the effect was like a walking Jack Chick pamphlet, except this man was Catholic, not a Fundy Prot like Chick. My memory of his cloak of many texts quickly blurred due to the briefness of the encounter, but I did retain one detail–his website: embryojesus.com, and noted it down in my handy Moleskine. When I eventually typed this curious URL into the browser, what I found exceeded my fondest expectations. Go check it out for yourselves, pilgrims and seekers. Just don’t tell him I sent you.

The writings posted indicate that the man–one Micheal Lauer–is not a garden variety anti-abortion fanatic. He is truly demented. His run on perserverations evince symptoms of clinical mental disorder.  But the really interesting content on the site are images of his paintings, visionary art devoted to his Embryo Jesus and Stem Cell God. It is creepy but powerful stuff. You’ve already seen the crucified fetus, with 911 Tower and Noah’s Ark. Take a gander at this:

sacred heart embryo jesus

Look at those huge green eyes, the out-of-proportion, elongated El Greco hands, the jolly Santa-like God-the-Father peeking over Jesus’ shoulder.

meditation1 embryo jesus art

That appears to be Abraham Lincoln in the upper right corner. Mr. Lauer could probably explain Honest Abe’s presence as well as the other elements in the composition, but I would be afraid to ask.

preaching embryo jesus art

Note the little crown on the embryo, the cross projecting from the groin.

precious blood embryo jesus closer look

This one is like a cross between Matthias Grunewald and Frida Kahlo.

junk surreal embryo jesus crop

The surrealist angel Max Ernst, not the holy spirit, guided the paintbrush on this canvas.

Godly eye embryo jesus

I would post all the images I harvested from embryojesus.com, for this sample does not exhaust the unnerving splendors of Mr. Lauer’s lunatic genius. I refrain as I doubt he would appreciate the appreciation this unhouseled infidel has for his work, done in the service of Embryo Jesus. I don’t think a pregnant woman’s decision to terminate an embryo (or not) is any of his or his Stem Cell God’s business. I don’t particularly want to attract his attention, though I’m willing to risk that to share. The art speaks to me in a native tickle of the eye, the semaphore of mania.  Oh, it whispers sweet madness to my bipolar brain. My brain likes that. Keep painting, Mr. Lauer, you have a fan.

Information Wants To Be Money

one hundred omed hat and cane

Many people worry about the effervescent irreality of modern money. Modern fiat currencies are lent into existence, usually by governments lending to large banks. Thus imaginary debt is created and as banks lend it out in turn the imaginary debt multiplies into equally imaginary but spendable money. Most money exists only as data stored electronically. Bits and bytes. Vast sums, trillions of dollars or euros or yuans, existing only as electrons dancing in “the cloud” at some anonymous server farm, or shooting down fiber optic cables at the speed of light, dwarf the sums of money actually printed as banknotes, minted as coins, or stored as bars of gold.

Such money flickers in and out of being like the electrons of which it is composed. It is worrisome. People speak or used to speak, disapprovingly, of government “printing” money, meaning that the notes are not backed by gold or some other “store of value.” But the truth is money has always been human economy’s imaginary friend, an agreed upon social fiction, even when represented by printed notes or even by gold coins. A bill or coin is simply a tangible counter for an agreed upon transactional value. Money is a means of communicating value, an ongoing information flow. A kind of poetry, Wallace Stevens called it. Spengler called it “a category of thought.” It’s all in our heads.

Money must flow to be useful, and it flows much faster when it is almost immaterial. Some nerd guru I could google but won’t said, “Information wants to be free.” But the plain truth is that what information really wants to be…is money. Oh brave new networked world, and we, most of us, creatures in it. A frequent online complaint of we denizens of “free” social media such as Facebook or Twitter is that we are the product, not the customer. But, as online personas, we are not so much product; we are money.

Money in someone else’s ghostly pocket. Ur Elect-Rons R belong 2 Facebook Cat. I’ve said it myself, Facebook is an all too easy point of contact with all those other personas floating in the ether, friends and family, all the other ghosts. Information also wants to be lazy. It takes an effort of will to write a blog post, or even an email. Even in our discontent, we remain content. We remain money, denominated in Facebook Updates, Tweets, or Instagrams. Not easy money. Lazy money. Bitcoin wants to be us when it grows up.

As I said people worry about money, the elemental falsity of fiat currency, this huge pretense we all maintain, even the goldbugs. The high priests of high finance perform esoteric rituals to bless its holy and continued flow. But insofar as you and I have converted ourselves into digital cash and invested our personas as lump sums in the Bank of Erehwon, we should worry what we have DIYed when we make ourselves into phantoms, counterfeits and nullities, into someone else’s money.

To walk in money through the night crowd, protected by money, lulled by money, dulled by money, the crowd itself a money, the breath money, no least single object anywhere that is not money, money, money everywhere and still not enough, and then no money, or a little money or less money or more money, but money, always money, and if you have money or you don’t have money it is the money that counts and money makes money, but what makes money make money?

Henry Miller, Money And How It Gets That Way

File this one under thinking to myself and letting you listen.

Eh…

Eh peekDas verrückte Kartoffel, es kann nicht zu Ende!

 

The rule of ideas is only powerful in a world that does not change. Ideas are inherently conservative. They yield not to the attack of other ideas but to the massive onslaught of circumstance with which they cannot contend. 

Considerable store is set by the device of putting an old truth in a new form, and minor heresies are much cherished. The very vigor of minor debate makes it possible to exclude as irrelevant, without seeming unscientific or parochial, any challenge to the framework itself.

The speaker or writer who addresses his audience with the proclaimed intent of telling the hard, shocking facts invariably goes on to expound what the audience most wants to hear.

A vested interest in understanding is more preciously guarded than any other treasure.

John Kenneth Galbraith, The Affluent Society, 1958